AS OF NOW
1. Your ‘ex’ and you = hahaha dont really talk
2. I am listening to = alaina
3. Maybe I should = sleep more
4. I love = davie
5. My best friend(s) = are my life
6. I don’t understand = me
7. I have lost my respect for = advertisements
8. I last ate = perogies
9. The meaning of my display name on msn is = me being evil
10. I will always be = awesome
11. Love seems to = always be insane
12. I never ever want to lose = my friends
13. My Myspace is = never used.
14. I get annoyed when = im bored or tired
15. Parties = where? WHERE?! *steals booze*
16. Simple Kisses = cute
17. Today I = had an awesome day
18. I wish = i was in bora bora


HAVE YOU
01. Ever stuck gum under a desk? lmao yea once
02. Ever kicked someone? hahaha yeahh
03. Ever tripped over your own feet? *shifty eyes* ...nooooooo.....

TODAY HAVE YOU:
01. Have you cursed? XD "every damn day"
02. Have you gotten mad at someone? yep

RANDOM
Q: Is there α person who is on your mind right now?
A: hahahah yea

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: one blood, three step

Q: Do you want children?
A: one day.

Do you smile often?
A: yep

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: hahahah hell no

Q: Are your toenails painted?
A: yep, chipped though, i need to re do them

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: hahaha hopefully

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: one with a lot of dif blues

Q: What were you doing at 9pm yesterday?
A: watching how to lose a guy in 10 days

Q: I can’t wait until:
A: i have a steady job

ABC's

[A] - AVAILABLE?
srry no

[B] - BIRTHDAY?
nov 1 YEA DAY OF THE DEAD

[C] - CRUSHING?
hahahah nope

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?
hazelnut mocha

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
alaina and david

[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?
red black purple and lime green

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
gummy bears

[H] - HOMETOWN?
poco

[I] - ILL?
not currently

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?
maaayyybbbeee.....

[L] LONGEST CAR RIDE?
to palm springs -___- wayyy to much family time...blargg

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR
chocolate chip mint ^___^

[N] - FAVORITE NUMBER
7

[O] - ONE WISH?
i end up successfull and happy

[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST?
david

[Q] - QUEER?
awesome!

[R] - REASON TO SMILE?
not being alone

[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
I would walk 500 miles XD

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?
eleven but i was up till four okeyy

[U] - UMBRELLA?
ELLA ELLA ELLA EH EH YEA~

[V] - VEGETABLES?
sure

[W] - WORST HABIT?
over thinking

[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
my foot and my leg, lol one was a CAT scan

[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK?
errrr. 232....yea...i checked ^_^'

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?
scorpio

Pick 7 FRIENDS you trust without looking at the questions first

1. david
2. kenny
3. alaina
4. katya
5. ashley
6. tara
7. margi


Now You Answer These Questions:

Q: Have you ever kissed number 5?
A: er...ah yea i think i might have

Q: When's the next time you're going to see number 4?
A: hmmm wed i think :S

Q: Is number 2 pretty?
A: hells yes XD

Q: How did you meet number 3?
A: i was friendly on first day of chem11....i regret it now. jkjkjk!

Q: Have you seen number 1 in the last month?
A: YAAAAA TODAY

Q: Do you think number 7 has a crush on you?
A: ohh yeaaa defiantly

Q: Have you ever been to number 4's house?
A: hahahha yepp, one of my fave hang outs ;D

Q: Are you really close to number 3?
A: BFFFFFFFFFs. haha

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
A: I don't think so?

Q: Would you ever hang out with number 6 alone?
A: yea when shes in a good mood ;D

Q: What do you and number 7 talk about the most?
A: men lol and random shit like seals and otters XD

Q: Do you have secrets with 5?
A: not really...

Q: Would you give 3 a hug?
A: fuck no! lol jkjk shes my hug buddy C:

Q: Do you know a secret about number 1?
A: lmao tones!

Q: Describe the relationship between 3 and 1.
A: hahahah two of my bffs that met through me

Q: What is the best thing about your friendship with 5?
A: she is awesome and reliable no matter what

Q: What is the worst thing about number 1?
A: he can act like a jerk sometimes but i love him all the same <3

Q: Have you ever danced with number 7?
A: lol sadly yes XD

Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 6?
A: ah no not really just little debates

Q: Have you ever been a co-worker with number 4?
A: nope

Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 2 in the face?
A: lmao No! hahaha hes to awesome, it would reflect my punch!

Q: Has number 1 ever met your mother?
A: lol yes, hes over at my house so much he better know my mom lol

Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5?
A: ah... i hope not :S

Q. How did you meet number 4?
A: through ashley aka #5

Q: Do you live close to number 7?
A: noooooo :C

Q: What is number 2's favorite food?
A: lol besides cookies? uhmm cookie dough ice cream and instant noodles

Q: What is the best memory you have with number 1?
A: nearly all of them <3

Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 4?
A: yep into the US for shopping!

Q: If you gave number 3 $100 tonight, what would they spend it on?
A: uhmmm makeup/hairproducts clothes or subway XD

Q: Who is the most flirtatious?
A: alaina

Q: Which one lives the furthest away?
A: alaina :C move closer biatch!

Q: Who is the loudest?
A: alaina ^__^"

Q: The quietest?
A: uhmm kinda kenny

Q: Who do you trust with mostly anything?
A: alaina or david

Q: What do you think most about these friends?
A: i wuv them all

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) dumped someone
(x) Shoplifted
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
() Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR:9

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 15

Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Tylenol counts)
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 19

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 24

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
() Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 28

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 36

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 39

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 44

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 48

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 53

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 57

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 61

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 65

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
() Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 68

Level 22

() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 71

Level 23

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 75

Level 24

(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
() Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 78

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 79

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 84

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 88

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (ha, that was a long time ago)
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 95

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 99

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR : 104

Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 105

I've done 105 out of the 122 dumbest things

1. Is there anything written on your hand right now? If so, what?:
nope just had a shower

2. What's the last test you failed?:
uhm 2 chem tests ago

3. Have you ever lied for someone?:
yep...but it was with good cause...ish

4. Does your school have the kids vote for things like "best dressed", "best eyes", etc. for the yearbook?:
*confuzed face* i have NO idea O.o

5. Did you ever believe there was a world on the other side of the mirror?:
ah...i kinda do, but that'd be really fucked up

6. What colors are your computer theme?:
black and grey.

7. What are you listening to?:
blue october into the ocean

8. Which do you use more often, the backspace key or the delete key?:
backspace.

9. Do you have a wonder bra?:
hahahha no i really do not need it XD i have an invisa bra though

10. What's the weirdest thing you have hanging on your wall?:
my varekai poser, it scares all my friends but hes my guardian angel

11. Do you use bubble bath or those tablets that make the water different?:
both ^--^

12. If you could alter one thing about your personality, what would it be?:
uhm...i dono?

13. What's the most comical thing that has happened today?:
my bf nawmed my cheek and looked like a fish XD

14. Give us some of your random knowledge?:
the liquid pump body butter is better than the thick one that comes in the circular packaging (the liquidy one makes your skin wayy softer)

15. Have you ever tried to count all the stars in the sky?:
...no?

16. Do you use body glitter?:
uhm afew times, it keeps being given in gifts ?.? i have no idea why though...

17. What's the weirdest insult you've ever heard?:
you beastly wall.

18. Do you read and/or write fan fiction?:
I kinda read, and kinda write.

19. What about fan art?:
hahah used to, can you say fail?

20. What is something you've given to someone today?:
a hug

21. Did they say thank you?:
yep ^--^

22. Are you allergic to nuts?:
noope.

23. Are you a bargain hunter or do you prefer to buy only "top-notch" products?:
ah a bit of both

24. What's your icon on MSN look like?:
two ppl walking on a beach in black and white

25. What's your favorite kind of survey (ones with questions, ones that you put an x in the box or bolding)?:
i like both, there entertaining in their own ways

26. Who was the last person you went to for homework help?:
uhm alaina in chem

27. Are you currently looking for a boy/girlfriend?:
nopers

28. What's your favorite color for eyeshadow?:
uhmm i have to many lol XD i blame mac and there geniousness!

29. What was the last play you were in?:
ermmm. it's been quuuiiteee a while.

31. Did you be a good little kid and leave the "do not rip off" tag on your mattress?:
random question. I don't rightly know. It prob got ripped off durring the move (it was my momz old mattress

32. Do you like marshmellows?
sometimes. only when golden and covered in chocolate or in a mocha... hmm there can be exceptions though

33. When was the last time you played MASH?:
hmm does it count if i play it now?
uhmmm last thursday

34. Do you still use phrases like "Sike" and "Groovy"?:
hahahaha... neeever did.

35. Did you ever end a sentence in ...NOT!?:
XD yes!

36. Who usually does the cooking in your house?:
hmm depends, mostly me and my mom though

37. Does your hair fall out easily?:
O.o uh...i shed if thats what you mean...but otherwise. no.

38. How much time do you spend on your makeup in the morning?:
uhhmm. about thirty min

39. What do you think of guys who wear eyeliner?:
depends on how much eyeliner... but with the right guy it can be hot

40. Have you ever seen a guy with tighter pants than yours?:
bahahaha yes. I'm friends with guys who wear them.

41. If you could, what color would you paint your room?:
champagne colours both the white and red

42. Did you ever write on your walls?
i wish

43. What's the lamest gift you ever got?:
no gift is lame C:

45. Do you like wind chimes?:
not really, the bamboo ones are kick ass though

46. Do you think global warming is a serious problem or could you care less?:
serious problem. it should really be dealt with.

47. Do you still have trouble with your 8, 9 and 12 times tables?:
not really. when im really tired i cant do math for shit though XD

48. Are you smart with average/bad grades or vice versa?:
ah, average b-c grades if i ever get a c- i freak though

49. Did you like it better when ABC Family (the TV channel) was FOX Family ?:
I do not friggin care.

50. What motivates you to get up in the morning?:
uggghhh, noothhingggg. but I do anyways.

51. Who is your second BEST friend?:
ah...i dono i dont like to pick and choose

52. Have friends ever backstabbed you?:
yes. and i kicked them to the curb and moved on.

53. What is your favorite television program?:
hmm criminal minds

54. Hows life like at this moment?:
decent..

55. Do you miss someone?:
kinda

and now ive been down to the bottom of the ocean.
n' i gotta say child,
i just got one thing to mention;
i live in the slums,
surrounded by killers.
and the beatle man says,
to "just to pop the pills."
cause the days wash away,
and the weeks wash away,
and the months wash away,
and my tears wash away.
but the darkness still forgives!
n' because of that.
its all right,
its all right to me.





written by me
so dont copy write bitches.

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
- Apocoliptic

Your ex shows up randomly at your house,what do you say?
- I'd be weirded out, but invite him in for a drink to catch up (were still distant friends)

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
- Yes.

How many times have you been to the ER?
-Once, or twice

Do you drink soda?
- Yes.

Have you ever been on an airplane?
- Yea, I love them.

Marriage in your future?
- I hope so... but im not so sure

Do you like your life?
- So far yes, at least some parts.

Are you ticklish?
- Very.

Do you have trust issues?
- Haha, always have.

In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
- hmm, nope.

How has this past week been for you?
- Ok...stressful.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- No.

Who are you disappointed in right now?
- Ah..two of my friends. they really need to talk.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Yes..I still feel bad.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
- Depends on why they are going.

Do you do your own laundry?
- Sometimes. lol

Do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- Nope

How many months until your birthday?
- 37 days

What are you listening to?
- Seasons - Dru

How good is Coca-Cola?
- Mmmm.... <3

Will you (still)be in a relationship 4 months from now?
- ah...hopefully?

What side of a heart do you draw first?
- Right.

What are you doing tonight?
- English essay and cop shows

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
- Haha yep

Are you good at giving directions?
- Mmhmm

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- uhmm crackers

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
- yep

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
- HaHaHaHa No way.

Is a best friend/boyfriend/girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
- ah, not really

What's bothering you right now?
- Something an idiot said.

Where are you currently?
- Computer room.

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
- David?...or Kenny >.< i cant remember lol

Last person (s) you slept in the same house with?
- ah, mom chris and connor

If you were upset, whose the first girl you would go to?
- Tara or Kenny lol yes he counts

Do you need to say anything to someone?
- nope.

Who woke you up this morning?
- My phone.

Do you fall for people easily?
- No lol i go into major denial XD

==================

I Met You In The Summer Time, We Fell In Love
Everything Was Beautiful Between Us
Your Like The Sun, On The Sand, On An Island
And I Was The One You Heated Up With Your Love
Autumn Came upon Us With Some Confusion
Felt Like The Love That We Had Was An Illusion
When Winter Came In, Oh So Cold
It Froze Up Every Road
I Didn't Know If We Get To Spring


See These Are The Seasons,
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Yourside
See These Are The Seasons
And Nothing'll Be Changin'
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side, Through Every Season


Deep Down It Hurt Inside
Deep Deep Deep Down It Hurt Inside[3]
Through Every Season
Deep Deep Deep Down It Hurt Inside[3]


I Know You Got Your Faults, And I Got Mine Too
But Don't Give No Reason To Give Up On You
You Can Depend On Me Through This Stormy Weather
Cos' I Made A Promise, I'll Be Right Here Forever
Even When Your Faith Is Low, Gotta Make Amens
Nothing Being Losing Ain't Got To Play To Win
No Matter How Bad It Seems
Got To Hold On To That Dream
And Watch The Flowers That Bloom In Spring


See These Are The Seasons,
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side
See These Are The Season
And Nothing'll Be Changin'
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side, Through Every Season


Deep Down It Hurt Inside
Deep Deep Deep Down It Hurt Inside[3]
Through Every Season
Deep Deep Deep Down It Hurt Inside[3]


Through The Winter Spring Summer Fall, I Was There For You
Through Thick And Thin, I'm The One You Can Run To
Baby You Know, I'll Never Stop Loving You, You Are My Heart
Through The Winter Spring Summer Fall, I Was There For You
Through Thick And Thin, I'm The One You Can Run To
Baby You Know, I'll Never Stop Loving You, You Are My Heart

These Are The Seasons

These Are The Seasons, Baby
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side
See These Are The Seasons
And Nothing'll Be Changin'
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side, Through Every Season


See These Are The Seasons, Baby
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side
See These Are The Seasons
And Nothing'll Be Changin'
See You Never Know, You Never Know
What Tomorrow Brings
Sunshine, Raining Days, Cloudy Skies
Still Be By Your side, Through Every Season